Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Fantasies Of My Brother: 1 She has a crush on her older brother...

***** Sean was my older brother and for a long tI'd had a crush on him. He was pretty much the worst guy I could possibly be attracted to as far as I was concerned. For starters, there next to no chance he would ever feel the sway about his annoying, eighteen-year-old little sister as I felt about him.

It wasn't just that he was completely unattainable, that was pretty common for crushes as far as I could tell. It was always having him around, never getting a break from the fantasies floating around in my head. Every tI met him in the hallway coming out of the shower with his hair still damp and a towel wrapped around his waist, every tI watched him swimming laps in the pool in our backyard, thoughts would surface in my head and drivecrazy.

He really was good looking, it wasn't justwho thought so. My friends talked about it sometimes, occasionally admitting their own crushes on him, but of course I could never tell them how I felt. That was one of the worst parts about it; I had nobody to talk to.

The guilt had been really bad when I first realized how I felt about him, but that had faded over time. These days the main concern I had as I lay in bed at night masturbating to images of my brother was that someone would find out. In my mind that would be disaster. Who would ever want to hang out withif they knew something like that about me? Especially Sean. He was a pretty good older brother toonce he grew out of constantly picking onbut I was sure if he ever found out about my crush he would want nothing to do with me. Fortunately he seemed completely oblivious to the attention I paid him. Given all the times I had caught myself staring at him it was a wonder he hadn't yet noticed.

**** I was lying out on a lounger beside our pool working on my tan, nothing uncommon forduring the summer. Sean was just finishing up mowing the lawn and I had of course been surreptitiously watching him whenever he cinto view. I had gotten quite good at leaving my eyelids open just enough to see through without anyone being able to tell. And when that was too difficult I could always fall back on simply wearing a pair of sunglasses. Eventually he put the mower away in the garage and cover to sit down on the chair next to mine. He didn't speak for a minute or two, and I did my best to pretend I didn't even notice him.

"How's the tan coming Ashley?" he asked.

I shrugged, "not bad. Need more sunny days like this, it's been too cloudy lately." "Should make sure you don't burn," he said casually.

"I'm being careful," I replied, completely failing to pick up on his tone.

"Just in case maybe we should cool you off." I squealed as he pickedup, finally catching on to what he was up to. "Sean wait, I..." He ignoredand tossedinto the pool. As I surfaced and pushed my hair back out of my face I saw him staring stupidly atand starting to blush.

"Could I have my top please?" I asked quietly.

I had been lying on my stomach and had untied my bikini top to avoid getting a tan line across my back. Sean didn't realize that when he pickedup but he had definitely becaware.

"Yeah sure," he mumbled before throwingmy top. He turned away as I put it on, givingwhat privacy he could. "Sorry about that Ash, I really didn't... it wasn't...." "I know it wasn't on purpose, it's okay. Really." I probably should have been as embarrassed as he was, probably should have been at least a little upset; I wasn't though. It really was just an accident, not like he was being mean. Aside from throwingin the pool anyway.

He offered a hand toand helped pullout of the water. If I was feeling vindictive I would have given him a shove toward the pool as he stood there awkwardly. Instead I picked up my towel and headed inside. A new fantasy was already building in my mind and I wanted to get to my room as quickly as possible. I forced myself to dry off properly first, no point dripping water over the floor and getting in trouble later.

Once safely inside my room with the door locked I was naked on my bed within seconds. Various scenarios played out in my head as my fingers worked furiously on my pussy.

Sometimes Sean would refuse to givemy top, forcingto climb out of the water and try to retrieve it on my own. He would grab my breasts as I passed him and I would pretend not to like it but he would ignore me. I would end up on the ground running my fingers through his hair as he sucked on my nipples and stroked my pussy with his hand.

Other times it went much like it actually did, only Sean would admit tothat he liked seeing my breasts. I would offer to let him feel them and eventually he would. I would just stand there as he feltup, then our eyes would meet and he would kiss me. It would be gentle at first, then his tongue would press into my mouth and his hand would hold my head firmly against his.

Somehow we always ended up fucking beside the pool, that was the part that turnedon the most. I cthree times just thinking about it and eventually had to stop masturbating for a while.

As I lay on my back waiting for my breath to return to normal I looked over at the clock beside my bed. I had been at it for almost an hour which was a pretty long teven for me. My hand lazily stroked the side of my thigh and worked its way back to my clit.

I just had to hope I didn't overdo it and pass out from dehydration or something, that would be extremely awkward.

**** "You mean he actually saw you topless?" I was talking to Julie on the phone when the story slipped out. I hadn't actually decided whether I should tell anyone about it, but she was my best friend and I knew she would keep it secret.

"Yeah. It was kinda funny actually when he realized what he did. He was so embarrassed," I said.

"Do you think its going to be awkward between you guys?" she asked.

"Nah, I don't think its a big deal really. He probably doesn't even care except that I might be mad." There was a pause on the other end and I almost thought we might have gotten disconnected.

"I dunno Ash, he might have been embarrassed because he liked seeing you, y'know, topless," she said hesitantly.

Her comment freakedout for a second, I was worried that she somehow found out about my fantasies. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. She didn't actually know anything, she was just speculating. It might even have just been a joke except that didn't seem like something she would joke about.

Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you're on Ne5sto catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! "Yeah right, I'm sure Sean wants to see his little sister naked," I shot back, hoping my pause hadn't been too long.

"Whatever you say. But it does happen Ash, I'm just saying."

I chewed on my lip as my mind raced. She didn't seem to be bothered by the idea of Sean wanting at mev to look atThe question was whether she would be bothered by what I wanted to tell her. I was so tired of keeping it secret that the opportunity was too much to pass up. "Julie," I said slowly, "I want to tell you something, but it has to be a secret. Like you can't tell anybody, ever. And I really hope it doesn't freak you out." "I promise Ashley, cross my heart." She sounded intrigued, excited even. Only because she didn't know what I was going to tell her; the best I could hope for after that was indifference.

"I kinda... have thoughts about Sean. Like bad thoughts. Where he's... naked and stuff." I was making a mess of what I wanted to say, it wasn't coming out right.

"Oh, yeah. I figured," she replied. It took a moment for her statement to sink in, I couldn't even comprehend its significance.

"Wait, what? You knew?"

That was bad. That was very bad.

Not that she knew so much, she clearly wasn't all that upset. But I had never told anyone as far as could danyone as fe е recall which meant it must be obvious how I felt. Fuck, maybe everyone knew. Maybe they were all laughing about it behind my back. I was just the girl with a crush on her own brother and couldn't even keep it a secret. "Yeah, sorry Ash. I've been pretty sure for a while that something was going on there. You know how I say you talk in your sleep? Well his ncomes up a lot when you're dreaming. Among other things"

I was relieved to say the least. If Julie had only worked it out because of what I said in my sleep then I was probably safe/ She was the only person who had slept in the sroom asfor a long time, so I didn't have to worry about anybody else knowing. **** mmMwWLlilofiflo&1 mmMwWLlilofiflo&1 mmMwWLliI0fiflO&1 mmMwWLlilofiflo&1 mmMwWLliIofifl0&1 mmMwWLlilofiflo&1